A Life of Esti Tanaem

Have you ever cried so hard till you can’t breathe freely? Have you ever felt so hurt that now you can understand why people commit suicide because of pain? Have you ever waked up painfully that makes you afraid to fall asleep? Have you ever called your parents in tears for the first time in your 10 years away from home told them that you just want to quit everything and go home? She has Today One year ago Another year has passed Where is the pain? Where is the tear? Oh, they have turned into strength that keep her feet walks overcome fear and allow things to pass. Esti Tanaem Maumere, 18 September 2016

She’s not that beautiful She’s not that smart She’s not that charming She’s not that kind-hearted She’s not that humble She’s not easy to get along with another people She can’t fall in love easily Having many Ex(es) is her dream besides able to fly She cares a little But easy to turn to be a jealous woman For someone she loves to the moon and back If you find your story on her blog means you are her whole world She’s too independent That a friend of her said that men will feel useless around her She’s hard to believe in something So don’t get angry if she asks many times just to make sure She is easy to get bored Because only a little can attract her She’s trying to change But she thinks it’s better to embrace the flaws And being awesome and being the best In her own version Esti Tanaem Maumere, 04 September 2016

Waerebo, a Traditional Village in Manggarai-East Nusa Tenggara Remember the breathtaking view after a tough journey Perjalanan ke Waerebo adalah traveling yang tersulit bagi saya sejauh ini. Saya sangat menyukai jalan kaki. Jalan kaki adalah olah raga bagi saya yang jarang melakukan bentuk olah raga lain. Menurut saya, saya expert dalam hal jalan kaki karena bisa saya lakukan dalam waktu yang lama entah sendiri maupun bersama teman. Ketika mencari tahu tentang perjalanan ke Waerebo, saya rasa saya bisa karena saya expert dalam berjalan kaki. Ternyata saya salah. Jalan kaki dijalan mendatar jauh berbeda dengan jalan kaki dijalan menanjak selama 3,5 jam! Yep, I just knew it. Diantara teman-teman seperjalanan, saya paling sering lelah dan minta beristirahat dan carrier saya dibawa oleh guide . Tapi pulangnya ketika jalan menurun saya membawa carrier saya sendiri dan saya bangga hehe. Salah satu jobdesc saya ditempat saya bekerja adalah memfasilitasi refleksi